Sunday, December 20, 2009

KK trip

Posted by celest at 5:44 AM 0 comments
生日的第二天就去了kk...
因為may may男友的club *white room* 開張
心情還是有一點的不開心..
但是畢竟是第一次去kk,所以還是開心點吧~~
到達那裡已經大概晚上8點了,
可憐的may竟然遲到所以趕不上飛機
只好隔天才過來回合我們
我的bebe卻額外的興奮,因為是她的*第一次*
哈~~

到了那裡mr.allen和bernie到機場接了我們就去打包很美味的椰漿飯和炸雞讓我們帶回酒店吃
過後當然不可以浪費時間
吃飽了趕快打扮一下出去玩~!!
allen哥帶我們去了他店附近的firefly喝酒
我們4個人竟然可以喝完一支v.s.o.p

看看我可憐的腳...
上飛機前mr.M帶我去看了醫生,但是還是非常痛
他一直勸我留在kl,因為擔心我的腳不會好
但是我還是堅持,因為我的may may 12 號在那裡慶祝生日
和allen的white room開張
firefly喝完後就去參觀明天就要開張的white room
真的是一個不錯的clubbing地方

 全部都是以白色為主


一共有倆層


dj台


另外一個老闆jason lim
may 的乾哥哥

11/12/2009

*white room grand opening*

每一個人都必須穿白色的衣服
我們也不例外

那晚其實我帶的是假髮
因為貪玩~

她們都是我的寶貝....
那玩是第一次我逗留在一間club那麼久
從7點到3點
超級累....

第二天我竟然不懂那裡來的勇氣竟然提議去剪頭髮
加上近來發生很多不愉快的事前...
希望一切可以好像我的頭髮一樣剪掉

很多人問我為甚麼舍得把頭髮剪的那麼短..
我回答他們,頭髮對一個女生來說很重要
因為一但頭髮不好看,就會影響到自己
況且那是我留了很久很久的頭髮
但是這一次我下定決心把以前不快樂的都忘掉
但是把頭髮剪了,我還是一樣不快樂
看到may和男友可以快樂的慶祝生日真的很羨慕

希望他今年的生日願望可以實現
至於我,今年都沒有願望.. 因為根本沒有蛋糕

我一直以來的精神陪伴
沒有她們我已經倒了

謝謝


Tuesday, December 15, 2009

my very sad birthday

Posted by celest at 8:12 AM 0 comments
this year is my most worst birthday
all this while i really enjoy and happy when my birthday is coming
but this year, it's super worst plus i don't even have a birthday cake to celebrate

but no matter how, i would like to thank to all my friend who attend for my birthday at velvet on wed nite..
i'm really sorry that i'm super drunk that night till alot of things happen in between

let's not talk about those sad things...
although this year is the most unhappy birthday
but this year the present tat i receive is the most BIG present compare to last time

7/12/2009
i just reach KL from miri and when i switch on my hp Mr.M called and said wanted to bring me go for my birthday dinner.
so i quickly back home prepare and went out with him...
he brought me to a vry romantic restaurant @ ampang

tempio

a vry nice environment and vry delicious food

a vry nice place for couple

my favorite... salmon with different style

and of course our favorite >> red wine ^^

my main course wagyu beef..
vry small potion but i feel super full till can't even finish it

he can't eat beef so he order a chicken steak
but the chicken steak look like hamburger... haha
after finish the dinner he ask me tomorrow what time have to reach velvet
i kinda shock and say today is only Monday, the party is on wed.
he feel shock too because he tot tmr is wed, so he promise to bring me for another birthday dinner tmr..

8/12/2009
Mr.m really fulfill his promise and bring me for the 2nd dinner
i told him i like japanese food so he brought me to ozeki for dinner
i like the place as well because can see all my favorite food inside

the first thing he order is my favorite food
dang dang~~~

salmon shashimi
like it so much... all the salmon is super big slice...
he know i like beef and salmon vru much so he order a kobe beef for me

vry delicious but vry expensive o ==''
plus he didnt eat at all

a vry special food, rice with green tea and shashimi
and of course sake...
thx for the dinner Mr. M

9/12/2009
finally is wed nite...
i feel so excited and everything plan well..
but bout 5Pm my phone ring and someone say he's tired so have to cancel the dinner straight go velvet
they say bout 10++ will come fetch me, but i wait till almost 11 also not yet reach but some of my friend already wait me in velvet
OMG... birthday gal no dinner eat have to drink mushroom soup at home and some friend already there but i still at home on9???
so i decided to ask andrew fetch me to velvet.. so sorry to trouble him..
when i reach there it's really a big mess...
really super frustrated till i dun wanna mention anymore
so jz forget about it..
PLUS i twisted my leg inside velvet on my birthday..
i think i'm the most unlucky person in the world..
at the end i'm super super drunk untill everything mess up as well...
but still thank to you guys

mr victor

mr gary

vincent

gm

mak.
thx gm and mak for the perfume

dino and his fren

andrew and more
sry for the other fren for didnt take pic with you guys because really bc arrange place tat nite and celest is drunk and leg swollen already


10/12/2009
when i wake up my birthday just gone like tat with alot of angry sms from someone
really confuse and do not know what happen at all
so i call to my close friend and cry very badly and thx to them who come and comfort me..
bout 2Pm Mr.M come fetch me to pavillion for lunch thn to wah toh tit tar to twist back my swollen leg =(
he keep say i'm always so carless till always fell down..
bout 4Pm he have to fetch me to airport because have to go KK with my bebe and MJ
really can't believe my birthday is gone like tat

but thx for all the present
Mr.M - birthday dinner and your ang pow RM2xxx

vivien and MJ - the bag from DKNY

GM and mak - perfume from CK

mum - a very beautiful diamond necklace

my bebe - sunglasses from armani
Mr.J - ang pow RM1xxx
Mr. Y - dinner at KL hilton

million thx





Sunday, November 22, 2009

lost

Posted by celest at 6:03 AM 1 comments
你曾經迷失方向嗎?
我已經迷失很久了,方向感已經沒了
感覺好害怕,
但是害怕又如何?
日子還是得過

但是過的好或壞就在你手中決定
我知道我已經變壞了
已經變的不懂的如何回頭
有些人覺得這是藉口
但是誰可以了解我?
我的弱點就是太快愛上一個人
只要對方對我好,我就覺得他很好
心根本不聽使喚
很快的就好想好想得到他的愛
但是那時候才知道,一開始我並沒有完全認識她的性格
往往碰釘後才知道他不好
而且還是每個人都知道
只有我不知道
可能我是知道的,只是在騙自己

習慣被人呵護和保護的我
已經好久沒有那種感覺了
已經在外飽受折磨了
以前的我只會依賴身邊的人,根本沒有能力保護自己
現在的我還是一樣
不懂的如何保護自己
每次都被受傷害..

大家眼中的我已經是一個比大便還要爛的人
但是寶貝們還是沒有放棄我
還有一位到目前還關心我的人,
謝謝他一直在外保護我,他為了保護我而傷害自己
不管別人如何看他,他還是一樣保護我
但是你是時候放手了,大家對我又甚麼看法都沒有所謂了

那天聽到他朋友說婚禮的日子訂了
哈~~
竟然是在我生日那天
難道他還那麼恨我?
我生日當天結婚?
那我生日當天應該以甚麼心情慶祝?
心情越來越亂了
每天只好儘量不要躲在家裡忽思亂想


22/11/2009

Posted by celest at 5:15 AM 1 comments
開始覺得世界怎麼是灰色的呢?
之前覺得你就是我在絕望時候我可以依賴的人, 但是你在我大概要說出口的時候卻給我發現了某些東西.
原來表面看來好的東西,也不一定是好的....
為甚麼朋友再多我也是覺得我是故獨的?

今天很早就起床了(應該說是沒有甚麼睡覺)
因為某些人很
爛,不要回家~!!! 搞到我們好像*陪太子讀書*不能回家
還害我一個人駕車從kajang回PJ參加表姊的婚前宴... 過後還要一個根本不會路的我駕車回kajang..
但是那個爛的人卻回家了...
我真的很想很想殺死他.....
搞到第二天wilson被逼7點起身在我回PJ陪表姊出嫁..

看到她結婚突然我的心情又灰了...
不懂我是否會有那麼一天~~
穿上美麗的婚紗~
已經好久沒有見的親戚們,大家都變了..
有些變的很突然,很心酸
看到舅舅的家變了,也開始覺得恐怖...
看到舅母傷心的眼神,強忍眼淚在我們面前假扮堅強很心痛
以前一個好好的家庭,現在卻~~

覺得結了婚又如何?
還是一樣可以離婚~~

今天緣分讓我遇到了他,但是這份緣分可以多一點嗎?
希望上天可以聽到我的祈禱..

♥*看到我的一位寶貝戀愛了覺得好羨慕,希望她可以找回以前的快樂*

♥*忘掉一切悲傷*♥

♥*希望以後我也有這一個機會告訴你我也談戀愛了, 我的那個他也找到了*

Monday, November 2, 2009

{[rooTz niGht]}

Posted by celest at 5:05 AM 2 comments
it's a really amazing night..
all thx to
MR kevin = (our papa shang) brought us there

who is our (papa shang)??

dang dang~*

we always say that because he is the one who teach SHE how to club..

SHE = ?

SHE = Bebe Cass, Babe Vinky and Celest hoo~

they gang always like to call us SHE because 3 of us always stick tgt..
last time we always hang out with Mr kevin and the way they drink it's really scary
so it's all because of them we learn how to be an alcoholic...

@ friday night papa shang said must test our drinking skill since it's been a long time never meet up.
but i'm so sorry papa =(
i disappointed you because i'm getting more n more worst in alcohol..
so he said this time must teach us dancing skill..
lolx...
really can't stop laughing when he start to dance like a girl
keep shake his ass ^^

it's really happy to saw cazz and maybelle there too..
they are with the same gang in the VIP room

the cutie cazz...
*i must kill the photographer already, the pic is so blur*

christine dior and sean is there as well..

christine is our mama shang, kevin is papa shang
so can't miss the chance papa and mama shang take pic tgt norh~

both so match hor~
white colour shirt..

mr sean, check out what is papa doing at the back there?

3 of us like the toilet so much
know why?
because there's alottttt of handsoem guy inside....

haha.. *it's only handsome guys PIC la..*
but we still like it..

papa said not only MOET got firework
CHIVAS also got one o~
haha~

but just for awhile then 'boh liao'
so 'lau bia'
=(


happy to know him there as well ^^


lastly, our gals group pic


thx to all my ji mui, without u guys i'm nothing~ ♥




Sunday, October 18, 2009

time

Posted by celest at 5:52 AM 3 comments


看見他們目前都很開心的工作我真的又一點羨慕...
看到一班曾經一起生活的朋友,回想到當時我們第一次見面的時候是在新加坡機場集合然後一起到酒店
第二天一起去身體檢驗和到裁縫師那裡弄我們的制服
alison 是跟我一起坐同一班飛機的,在飛機上我們一起看男友和朋友寫給我們的信我們一起哭了
Alison 是那一batch跟我最好的一個,因為我們睡同一間房.
她知道我被逼會去的時候一直都是她在身旁安慰我,帶我去血拼
有點想念他們
希望他們在那裡都過的很好
不知不覺已經過了大概一年了,而我也完全的變了
變到有一點可怕,
以前我是一個貪生怕死的人,而現在卻是敢敢去死的人..
一年前的這個時候我大概從新加坡回到來漫無目的的一天過一天..
就是這個時候我放棄了一段非常好的感情, 一年後的今天我問自己為甚麼? 但是卻答不出來了~
只有遺憾兩個子形容
之前一直都是他為我舖路,然後叫我如何走那一段路
但是現在一切都沒了,我只好自己想辦法
所以我就越走越錯,錯的非常離譜,錯到已經不懂如何回頭

我已經多次放棄了自己,但是往往都有一個人叫我不要放棄.
應該好好的讓別人對我刮目相看..
但是不放棄我又能做些甚麼?
我已經迷失了方向,每一天都沒有目的的過
有個人告訴我幸福和快樂只是暫時離開了,只要我努力一定可以找到..
那是騙人的....
因為我知道無論如何幸福和快樂已經離我很遠, 無論我多麼努力還是找不回

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

好久累積的心情

Posted by celest at 4:10 AM 5 comments
真的好久沒有寫部落個了~~
因為心情瞞糟糕的,所以儘量出去party~~~ 忘掉一切不開心的東西...
但是慢慢的覺得其實根本沒有用,當回到家還是一樣一個人面對可怕的寂寞..

我一直以為我掩飾的很好,扮演開心. 但是有時還是會突然發呆想起了以前,突然想要掉淚
今天我突然想起了以前我們幾個剛分手失落的女人...

想起了當時我是如何的崩潰,做出非常多失去理智的東西..
想起了比比在我面前哭雙手發抖的樣子,非常的心疼..
想起了babe vinky 失落一直低頭發呆唱歌的樣子..
想起了babe hui 一直發呆抽煙的樣子..

之後我選擇了把自己放釋的party,大概一個星期2到3天party到6點回到家換衣然後上班..
至少我比較少的時間呆在家胡思亂想,慢慢的,我的生活圈子也越來越大..
我也越來越放釋了~~ 甚至外面開始多了很多有關我的傳言,每個人都知道celest hoo是個爛人
甚至我不認識的人也認識我,告訴我他們之前已經聽過很多有關我的故事了..
我竟然爛到這個地步..

心情真的是好亂~~ 有誰可以救救我
真的好想去旅行,目前還在考慮是否應該跟他們去中國和香港..
因為總覺得怪怪的.. 但是真的好想離開這裡安靜一下,瘋狂的購物~!!
 

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